TalkingToMyself

  I hate it, the people living with me, I just don't feel connected with them from my heart. I feel I am so bad when I see myself from their thoughts especially my mother in law, I don't know why I am so much stuck in a life with her. She and her husband my father in law both are ruling the house and family. I want a family of my own, where I would cook for my baby and husband, and we would shop for the grocerries. Here everything is so done by them. Like a teenager puppet. Maybe they are good, yes of course they are , but why don't I get a feeling of closeness from them. Why stay with people who would not give me a cup of tea even when I come back from Yoga and so much I am exhausted. Just because I am the daughter in law of this house not the son or daughter. And if it is so, or it is like this, what is the purpose of marrying some man and coming and living in his house where no one will ever be your very own and close person.  A sister in law will not be a sister, yes an...