The struggle continues

 With the same note my day continues, I don't know whether I am unwell or tired or stressed or simply miserable. 


Life is now a journey on the river where I am sailing as it flows , I know I have to reach to its end oneday, I just want to mark my presence on this mother earth. That's what my mother always wanted me to do, achiive something in life. I went through so many career paths in the last 12 years. Time seems to pass like a burning candle. Everyone who was there in my life 12 years back, nobody seems to be there now. All new faces new people. Even what I used to know as my family changed. Isnt that enough to break a person. But I am smiling and trying to find my own identity. I have my family , my daughter my husband and me. Struggling through the pain of family melodrama in my inlaws house, I lost my father when my daughter was 2. My mother lives alone in a new apartment. Everything seems new in life but not fresh. There is indeed something that is missing in my life. Well I can console myself remembering the motivational words like theres always something bad in everyone's life. With so many people on this Earth is anyone having everything they really want? Or does our needs and expectations even end anywhere? 

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